I am so mad at Satan. He knows my weakness, knows how I crumble in the face of conflict. Grrr. I refuse to let him get the best of me today, to let him rule my emotions and thus my actions. I covet the prayers of the one person that reads this blog (who are you, by the way?).
I am so vulnerable, so broken right now, thanks to shattered emotional intimacy left in the wake of a break up. I drew so much of my identity from this man (who is a good guy, by the way…don’t get the wrong idea about him), and I relied on him for my value and my happiness, and a sort of false joy. I know true joy in this time, a joy that comes only from obeying the Lord. I also know true sorrow, rejection thanks to the fact that I’m single. I am angry at Satan, but I won’t let him rule my day!
I surrender my day to you, Lord. You are worthy of my praise and of my obedience. Your strength is made perfect in my weakness!
Also, read Annie Groves’ blog. It is the best thing ever. She is so wise. Her wisdom is really helping me hear from the Lord today.
